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Michael Edward's avatar

I think what you said at the end about not being able to wrap the chapter up is actually super important. Sometimes, things don’t wrap up neatly. Our lives can be messy chaotic whirlwinds of shit, and as writers we want to put some nice bow on it. Dots the ‘i’s and cross the ‘t’s and make it look pretty even when it isn’t. And so, I think it was a radical move to acknowledge that and not put a nice bow on everything. :)

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Alexx Hart's avatar

Thank you so much, Michael!! As a writer you get it. As a survivor of the Mess, you get it. As someone who has seen enough iterations of this phenomenon in my takes, you get it. Sometimes you just need to show the moth eaten coats and the patched walls. Because that’s how this stuff is. Thank you so much for pointing this out. 🥰🤓🥰

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Michael Edward's avatar

My pleasure Alexx. And yes, that’s it—sometimes you’ve just gotta show it as it is. Warts, balls, and all hahaha :)

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Alexx Hart's avatar

Hells yes!

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NEIL OBERG's avatar

Hey Good Lookin'

Neil Oberg (UMD) here dropping you a line. You certainly put the "AD" in adversity. At the same time, you put "RES" in resilient. I have read your story in bits and pieces, and I must say that all of it runs the gamut from heartbreaking to funny back to enraging then back to inspiring. I hope there are enough people in your life that point out the fact that YOU ARE A PERSON FILLED WITH WONDERMENT AND GRACE. I can't begin to express my admiration for how open you are - not only from your desire to express yourself but also out of sheer necessity to keep things straight in your head. I don't suffer from your condition, but I can tell you that there is not much up in my brain pan except for Blade Runner quotes and Metallica lyrics. : ) No matter what you do, I hope you never stop creating.

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Alexx Hart's avatar

Doooooood!!!! Long time no blab! Thank you so much, hon. No worries about me not creating. It's what keeps me alive, in every sense of the word. Also. Blade Runner quotes and Metallica lyrics--aren't those synonymous with oxygen, aren't they? If you're following this particular arc, rest assured. Metallica lyrics are forthcoming a few posts down the line. MUAhahahaha... I hope you're doing well! Thanks for popping by and hugggggs!!!

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NEIL OBERG's avatar

Hey Good Lookin'

Neil Oberg (UMD) here dropping you a line. You certainly put the "AD" in adversity. At the same time, you put "RES" in resilient. I have read your story in bits and pieces, and I must say that all of it runs the gamut from heartbreaking to funny back to enraging then back to inspiring. I hope there are enough people in your life that point out the fact that YOU ARE A PERSON FILLED WITH WONDERMENT AND GRACE. I can't begin to express my admiration for how open you are - not only from your desire to express yourself but also out of sheer necessity to keep things straight in your head. I don't suffer from your condition, but I can tell you that there is not much up in my brain pan except for Blade Runner quotes and Metallica lyrics. : ) No matter what you do, I hope you never stop creating.

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NEIL OBERG's avatar

Hey Good Lookin'

Neil Oberg (UMD) here dropping you a line. You certainly put the "AD" in adversity. At the same time, you put "RES" in resilient. I have read your story in bits and pieces, and I must say that all of it runs the gamut from heartbreaking to funny back to enraging then back to inspiring. I hope there are enough people in your life that point out the fact that YOU ARE A PERSON FILLED WITH WONDERMENT AND GRACE. I can't begin to express my admiration for how open you are - not only from your desire to express yourself but also out of sheer necessity to keep things straight in your head. I don't suffer from your condition, but I can tell you that there is not much up in my brain pan except for Blade Runner quotes and Metallica lyrics. : ) No matter what you do, I hope you never stop creating.

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