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The overwhelming sense of isolation that runs through this piece is heartbreaking. And the fact that, at times, you need that isolation just to function normal must make it so much harder. Like you have to push people away sometimes, even when you don’t want to, just so you can take care of yourself first.

Like the under the ocean metaphor from last time, the isolation tank metaphor is really effective at conveying the disconnect of your experience.

It’s also lovely to hear that writing helps in some ways with your experience — thank heavens for writing.

A wonderful and extremely moving piece Alexx.

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Absolutely, thank everything for writing!! I’m so glad the metaphors help make these things clear. I can describe symptoms all the time but…that doesn’t mean much if someone hadn’t experienced them like this. And yes…isolation. Even when it’s the last thing I want. Thank you for helping me feel much less isolated. Being here with me, and by sharing your own experiences.

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Hooray for writing indeed!

And I’m glad to be here. The feeling is most certainly mutual. :)

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🤓🤜💖🤛🤓

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